In a former memo reciting the nomadic travels of the Brown family
between 1914 and 1916, and expressing my gratitude to my
grandmother,
Diana McGranahan, for a concern for our family which
undoubtedly altered our lives tremendously, I recited that the
extreme difficulties experienced by the Brown family were due to the
love of my father for "coca cola." This reference to our
difficulties resulting from our father's desire for "coca cola"
might leave an erroneous impression of my father,
Harry J. Brown,
and it is my desire in this little memo to correct any misimpression
that I might have left by remarks in the former discussion.
This is not to say that the difficulties of the Brown family between
1914 and 1916 were unfounded, and that the difficulties did not
result from a weakness of my father,
Harry J. Brown.
Obviously this weakness did cause my grandmother,
Diana McGranahan, some
serious concern as it caused her to provide a home for us, something
that she knew we did not have and that she could provide at her
death.
It is to be made very clear that the recollections I now have, and
report herein, are recollections after 1916 when we occupied
grandmother McGranahan's home in Augusta, Ohio. They are
recollections that are concrete because of my age in growing up in
the Augusta residence.
To begin with, let me say that I would not desire any other father
than
Harry J. Brown. True, he never had money to lavish on us,
his children. In fact I do not recall of ever receiving even
as much as one dollar from my dad. I did not ask for it, nor
complain about it, as I knew that he had little money to share with
anyone.
The reason for his inability to share funds with his children came,
as I see it, from his desire to operate his own business in working
with wood. His was a desire to make from raw wood, handles of
various kinds: hammer handles, sledge handles, ax handles, and other
handles of various sizes and kinds. He could take his drawing
knife and work with raw wood to make it into a finished handle of
various sizes.
Not only could he make the handles with a simple drawing knife, and
with a simple contraption to hold the wood in place as he maneuvered
with the knife to create a finished product, but he also converted
the small barn on the back of the home in Augusta to a factory for
making handles of various sizes and descriptions. This factory
was powered by a gasoline motor of perhaps six horsepower which
drove a line shaft that created power for a lathe, a sanding
machine, and other machinery needed to create a finished product. So
for much of my young life, I grew up hearing the engine puffing away
in the barn below our residence, knowing that my dad was making
handles. With this machinery he could make handles in greater
quantity than the slow method of using a drawing knife to
methodically carve out the wood by hand. But he loved this
kind of work, and either way, he could convert raw wood into the
finished product.
When he made the handles, he also had to sell them. To do this, he
would go to factories in Salem, and other places that had a demand
for them. As I see it, the problem he had was the changing
times in which we lived. Other types of handles, made and
delivered to factories, were supplied with the hammer, the ax, the
sledge, as they were put together for sale as a finished product.
Hence, he was left to supply handles when a need arose, such as when
the handle broke, or was in some manner inefficient for its purpose.
So his selling job was much more difficult than it might otherwise
have been. Not only did he get the raw wood needed for his
business, but he had considerable difficulty in disposing of his
finished product. It was a manufacturing process he loved that
was not timely and there was not much money to be made in this
occupation. But he loved it.
So much for the reason for the lack of lavishness in our home.
Money was hard to come by, and in addition to this handle business,
he supplemented his income by operating a little restaurant,
including a pool hall (one table only) in the village of Augusta.
The operation was conducted in a portion of the Augusta property
adjacent to the home.
This is where I learned to play the game of pool as customers often
came to our little restaurant and desired to play pool. Hence
I, even at a very young age, had to accommodate the customers.
Each game cost 10 cents, and if the customer won, he had to pay
nothing. So it was important, insofar as I was concerned, to
see that he didn't win too many games, as the only payment we got
were for the games I won.
Sometimes, when I had a customer with considerable time, we would
play for hours, and at the end of some days I had accumulated as
much as $1.00 for the firm. This was, in my eyes, a stupendous
amount and I was able to help my dad in his business in this manner.
So with the handle factory, selling hot dogs, and operating the pool
room, we scraped by.
The experiences I recited above occurred between 1916 and 1925.
We were busy, but not in counting our money. To supplement my
income (all of which I was allowed to keep and use for my own
purposes), I worked at various tasks, principally with farmers in
the area. One of those tasks I recall vividly, was working for
a farmer in East Township. Among the various things I had to
do was hoe corn, a task that I heartily hated. But I earned
$1.00 per day which was a princely sum at that time.
I also spent some time with
Royal Manfull, helping him with the
harvest and other tasks such as plowing with the old hand plow,
cultivating corn, digging post holes (which was hated work), and
many other farming tasks that
Royal helped me to learn about, and to
learn how efficiently. There are other tasks, principally with
other farmers, which were occasionally available to enable me to
earn some funds.
One of the things I recall about my father, as I said above, I was
able to keep my own money. He never asked me to share any of
it with him. In return I used the funds to buy my clothing,
school supplies, and other incidentals. In fact I learned
early how to help to support myself. In 1923, with the help of
Royal Manfull, I obtained the janitor's job at the Augusta schools
(two buildings). This task paid me $16.00 per month and helped
me maintain myself through high school. At that time I had the
job of mowing the cemetery at Augusta and was janitor of the Augusta
Christian Church. During all of this period, as I stated
above, my father never requested that I share the money I earned
with him, although I now realize that he needed it so badly. I
will always appreciate the fact that my parents did not expect me to
help keep them, as I recall early having to supply my own needs.
This, although I didn't early realize it, was a very important part
of my early education.
Now to get back to the early possibility of misconception, insofar
as my father is concerned with his drinking of "coca cola" and the
abominable conditions of our living between 1914 and 1916, let me
say as follows:
I always have appreciated my father,
Harry J. Brown. Although
he may have had a love for "coca cola," as I recited before, I never
saw him drink any, nor did I ever see a bottle of such stuff in our
home at Augusta. In fact, I have never seen him under the
influence of intoxicants. If this occurred, and I presume it
did, it was at some other location, not at our home. And I am
under the impression that the attitude of my mother toward "coca
cola" had much to do with the fact that our home never housed such
drinks.
This is not to "whitewash"
Harry J. Brown, as I understood that he
did imbibe, and at times other members of our family, for example,
my brother
Harley, had to help him in his distress. But this
was a rare occasion. For example: When he had some extra money
(which was not often), and when he was away where "coca cola" was
readily obtainable. But as I said above, I never, personally,
saw him under the influence at or around our home.
Since he never had much money, he never owned a motor vehicle.
In the period I mention, 1916 to 1925, there were motor vehicles,
including motorcycles, around our home in Augusta, but they were the
property of my brothers and me. He was perfectly willing to
share a ride with us, but he never had a desire to operate a motor
vehicle.
One thing my dad was a master at, maintaining a garden. His
garden, in our back yard, was excellent and during the summer season
it produced much of the food we required. One other thing I
must say for my dad, he never requested us to work in his garden.
It was "his thing" and he took care of it, including the rhubarb
patch along the side of the garden. My mother was not a
gardener either, and dad had full control, and as I said above, dad
had full care of the garden.
The main purpose of this memo is this: To make it clear that dad,
with his weakness for "coca cola," did not bring it into our home
during the time I can recall anything about it. We never had
much money because he never made much money. He was competent
in many areas. For example, he could build a chimney, laying
the brick in very nice fashion. He could maintain his factory,
and all the equipment in it. But he had a love for wood in his
occupation, and together with his weakness, made him monetarily
poor. But even so, I never had any thought of trading him for
any other father I knew of. He allowed us to grow up and
develop for ourselves. And with a father, with his
limitations, and with a mother that was without any such limitations
who loved her boys, I can now feel satisfied that I have left no
unfair impressions in my memo in which I outlined my great
appreciation of my grandmother,
Diana McGranahan. To her, and
from all of us, including my father,
Harry J. Brown, we say, so
belatedly, we now understand your goodness and thoughtfulness to us.
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